Hope Is Here

Hello there,

I’m back, here, with my blog and lovely people. It’s been a while. Wow. I’ve been drowned in work, work, and work. 😦 It’s the end of a year, you know. A lot of things to finish. Okay, but now I’m here again, after getting busy with life’s worries, and work, I just want to say “MERRY CHRISTMAS” to everyone. 🙂

“Everything is okay in the end, if it’s not ok, then it’s not the end.”

Best regards,


My astrological sign

Yeah, I’m an Aries. B-)

What’s your astrological sign?


Blame it on me

“A friend to all is a friend to none.” – Aristotle

Tonight I spent time alone walking in the park, as usual, listened to music and started to think about every random things. Suddenly, I thought about friendship. I felt…bad. Yes, I have a lot of friends, acquaintances, etc… but if you ever ask me “What is friendship?”, I think I will be unable to find the answer for you. Sometimes I saw my friends talking about friendship – about how much they love each other; how much they can do for each other, and in my mind I started to wonder “why, how, what, are they?”. And after all, I blame it on myself. I always feel lonely whenever I’m in a club with my friends dancing around me, or I’m alone in my room. Yes I always feel that lonely. Maybe I don’t know how to show my love, I don’t know how to keep a friend, I don’t know anything about how to build friendship.

I’ve thought I could write down my whole feelings and what was in my mind. But now, everything is gone. I can’t find my words. I’m having a headache now. Too bad. Maybe I’ll talk about this topic – friendship – later.

And here is a cute song about friendship.

Friday, December 09, 2011

Just another ordinary day.


Book recommendation – Skipping Christmas (2001)

This is comedy novel by John Grisham. The book was also adapted for the 2004 film Christmas with the Kranks.

“You live life today, not tomorrow, certainly not yesterday.” – Luther Krank

Yes, my words for this book: cute story, light read, light hearted, funny…

Why I sugest this book? ‘Cause it’s cold out there which means Christmas is on the way. And I know we’re all tired of work, money, and other various worries to carry on so that we may lose the holiday spirit somehow. I sugest this book for this season with hope that this light story can help you get into the Christmas spirit even when you’re not in the mood. Hope it can makes you realize the simplest lesson which sometimes we forget easily in the pursuit of our own life.

Imagine a year without Christmas. No crowded malls, no corny office parties, no fruitcakes, no unwanted presents. That’s just what Luther and Nora Krank have in mind when they decide that, just this once, they’ll skip the holiday altogether. Theirs will be the only house on Hemlock Street without a rooftop Frosty, they won’t be hosting their annual Christmas Eve bash, they aren’t even going to have a tree. They won’t need one, because come December 25 they’re setting sail on a Caribbean cruise. But as this weary couple is about to discover, skipping Christmas brings enormous consequences—and isn’t half as easy as they’d imagined.

A classic tale for modern times from a beloved storyteller, John Grisham’s Skipping Christmas offers a hilarious look at the chaos and frenzy that have become part of our holiday tradition.

What are your top three hobbies?

Hmm, this is such a hard question for me. I need a top 10 instead of 3. Lol. I’m kind of a polymath or maybe a dilettante you can say, so it’s hard for me to pick out 3 hobbies as the top 3 of mine. Let me see. Okay here are the top 3 hobbies I’ve been doing lately:

1/ Sport:

This is an indispensable hobby of my life. I love swimming, basketball, riding bicycle…I can also play soccer, badminton, Judo…etc. I want to play all sports if I have enough chance and time. I’m an Aries, and as it’s said that Aries woman is kind of daredevil and reckless. 😀 I’m not sure I can be that reckless daredevil but I sure can travel the with you through all the wildest adventures. Too bad I’m still single now, so that lately I just can go swimming or jogging alone whenever I have spare time. Sometimes, I feel myself a Loner somehow. 🙂

2/ Reading:

I love reading. That’s all I can say. Which way of reading do you prefer? Ebook or traditional book? For me, I still prefer traditional book for various reasons. I do have problem with reading ebook. First, I can’t stay concentrated while reading an ebook. Second, Reading ebook on phone or, any electronic devices causes eyestrain so that I can’t read for more than 1 hour. 😦 At last, I love to turn pages, and for me, a house without books is like a body without soul. Somehow, books become an elegant decoration in house which has the ability to bring you inspiration. I enjoy the classic type: a book, a cup of coffee or tea, a quiet vew and a ventilated space.

3/ Watching movie:

“Do you prefer watching movie or reading book?” – some people asked me. “Both” – I said. I don’t feel like giving reasons for this right now. Maybe later. 🙂 If you follow me long time, maybe you will know exactly about me and my hobbies.

Yeah, those above are my top 3 hobbies. So, what are yours?

It’s not what you do, it’s how you do it.
It’s not what you see, it’s how you look at it.
It’s not how your life is, it’s how you live it.

Tuesday, December 06, 2011

I’ve just been back from 2 days of doing nothing, writing nothing, crying no tears, feeling nothing. But, as always, no matter what the fuck happened to me, no matter how the fuck I was feeling, who care, the world is keeping turning around and people is keeping screaming for their own. No one have time for anyone. Born alone, die alone. And, again, I’m my hero! Remember: Save yourself first!

I’m a loner and a lonely one either. But I think I’m okay or will be okay. Is that what I’m supposed to say?! Who care! I don’t care. I just can’t die and leave this hell. No, that’s not the way I’m gonna do. I will find a reason for myself to keep carrying on my life – the debt which I was born to pay for.

Still can’t cry. But everything will be okay. Soon.