Grown-up Christmas List

Do you remember me
I sat upon your knee
I wrote to you
With childhood fantasies
Well, Im all grown up now
And still need help somehow
Im not a child
But my heart still can dream
So heres my lifelong wish
My grown up christmas list
Not for myself
But for a world in need
No more lives torn apart
That wars would never start
And time would heal all hearts
And everyone would have a friend
And right would always win
And love would never end
This is my grown up christmas list
As children we believed
The grandest sight to see
Was something lovely
Wrapped beneath our tree
But heaven only knows
That packages and bows
Can never heal
A hurting human soul
No more lives torn apart
That wars would never start
And time would heal all hearts
And everyone would have a friend
And right would always win
And love would never end
This is my grown up christmas list
What is this illusion called the innocence of youth
Maybe only in our blind belief can we ever find the truth
(thered be)
No more lives torn apart
That wars would never start
And time would heal all hearts
And everyone would have a friend
And right would always win
And love would never end, oh
This is my grown up christmas list
This is my only life long wish
This is my grown up christmas list

Yes, I’m all grown up now and still need help somehow. I’m not a child but my heart still can dream. 🙂

Hm…So, what’s on your Christmas wishlist?

I wish I could be a little cat in the world. 😛 Sometimes, being human makes you tired, let’s become a cat! B-)

It’s 1:06 Am. Friday, December 02, 2011.

Wanting to see her face, talk to her.

I hate my ego for always holding me from telling her what I really want to tell. I hate my stupid ego! I wish I could tell her how much I’ve been thinking of her. Keep asking myself why she came into my life, made me feel safe, opened me up… and then makes me feel so cold in the night. What is the point of fate, here?

  

  

I never love nobody fully
Always one foot on the ground
And by protecting my heart truly
I got lost in the sounds

Missing you, B!

Sweet dream and have a nice day then. 🙂

Bi

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