And I lift my hands and pray

 

There’s a song that’s inside of my soul
It’s the one that I’ve tried to write over and over again.
I’m awaken in the infinite cold
But you sing to me over and over and over again

So I lay my head back down
And I lift my hands and pray
To be only yours
I pray
To be only yours
I know now
You’re my only hope

Sing to me the song of the stars
Of your galaxy dancing and laughing and laughing again
When it feels like my dreams are so far
Sing to me all the plans that you have for me over again.

So I lay my head back down
And I lift my hands and pray
To be only yours
I pray
To be only yours
I know now
You’re my only hope

I give you my destiny
I’m giving you all of me
I want your symphony
Singing in all that I am
At the top of my lungs
I’m giving it back

So I lay my head back down
And I lift my hands and pray
To be only yours
I pray
To be only yours
I pray
To be only yours
I know now
You’re my only hope

 

 

What can I say now? How to start now? What am I feeling or supposed to feel now?

I don’t know, or don’t want to think about anything…

I hate everything about me.

Pls stop it!

I wish I could cry out loud, but I can’t and that makes me suffocating.

I want to cry, just want to cry…

But, where is my tear? I can’t find my tear nowhere.

Do you know the feeling that you can’t cry although you’re broken into pieces inside? Do you know the feeling that you can’t express your own feeling and you just sit there with all your world coming down but your face is still unchanged and your eyes are as dry as bone!

I’m awaken in the infinite cold.

I’m praying…

praying for an end of this foolishness.

praying for a help to find my tear.

praying that I can get back to normal.

Not so much happiness, but not so much pain either.

I’m praying and praying.

I don’t want to think about anything else.

Mother pls come help me. I’m praying the my Mother.

You’re my only hope now. Pls save me from the nothing I’ve become.

 

 

Saturday, December 03, 2011

Loneliness and silence keeps me so tight that I can’t breathe.

Someone call my name, wake me up, save me, pls?!

Bi

 

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